oh woof. um well, i remember it exactly and sooo vividly. i’m not gonna go into detail about it but let’s just say it was a point when we weren’t together but we were talking about getting back together aaaaand well, i found out some shit that he did when we were broken up that i didn’t agree with and it hurt like hell AND he lied to me about it. yeah, that would be it. it was the only time i screamed at the top of my lungs on top of my roof, which was oddly liberating lol.
i fancy the hip rock ‘n roll scenester.
i wanna be fucked and then rolled over, ‘cause i’m an independent woman of the twenty first century;
no time for nits, i want sex and debautury.
i read glamour, and the guardian.
i like flowers, and i’m hardy and
i take cocaine.
i don’t give a fuck about her, i want your name.
i can get fucked like the best of men; like the best of men, like the worst of pain, inflicted on another young girl again;
impressed by another guitar hero; he’s a top score and you’re a zero - you’re outta your league,
there ain’t no rubber on the tracks; it’s gravel
you fall hard, cut quick and it’s an std; a cut knee
you’re a side of stage grasp, a laugh, an after-show party in a bath.
fucked and expected to be fucked, a gasp from an uninformed intruder,
the crowd go wild and things get ruder,
they’re already out of hand and there’s no one here to take your hand;
it’s a cold shower and a scramble for a dirty pair ‘o knickers,
don’t get yours mixed up with hers.
now get outta bed, get out, get out, get, get outta bed
get up, get down and get undressed ‘cause that’s what you do best;
strip, strip, strip and shag, fuck get fucked and drag and be impressed by the better sex
take a piece of raw vegetable, and hold it to your breast and say that you stood for nothing.
you were just a whole that lacked passion,
another undignified product of society,
that girl should have been a mansion.
probably all of vacation last year, including our yearly ritual of singing Children of Eden on the drive. i really loved the place we stayed last year because every morning and evening we would go down to the private little beach and i would play with the horseshoe crabs. griffin was great throughout the whole thing and let me be a control freak, which we all know i love to be, and it was just a lot of fun :)
“We’re so arrogant, aren’t we? So afraid of age, we do everything we can to prevent it. We don’t realize what a privilege it is to grow old with someone. Someone who doesn’t drive you to commit murder or doesn’t humiliate you beyond repair.”—Daniel (P.S.- I Love You)
i love telling this story. we met the first day of acting at aacc. i saw him and immediately was attracted to him, then my friend jimatt came in and said hi to him and introduced us. then class started and we did an improv and the teacher picked me to start it, in the exercise i had just stepped on a piece of glass and griffin was chosen to help me so he grabbed my foot and picked the “glass” out and then ran out of the classroom to get a bandaid lol. basically after that i myspace stalked him and sent him a message, i think the next day we talked on aim for about 3 hours. it was crazy though because even though we both knew we liked eachother he WOULD NOT ask me out so finally i did lol.