i’ve been in such a funk since griffin left. i think i need to get blood taken because i’m tired all the time. i slept 12 hours last night and then took a 3 hour nap and i’m still tired. i’m going to go to the gym tomorrow and hopefully that will get me feeling a little better. today i memorized the last part of “a lemon” for voice and speech and researched stuff for my movement midterm which was kinda fun. then i ordered dominoes and watched sex and the city until i decided i wanted to take a bath. so basically that was my saturday. now i’m watching house because my fingers are sore from playing kate nash on my guitar. i have such an exciting life.
When I see myself I’m seeing you too as long as I remember and I’m feeling like I knew that my jokes aren’t funny the truth isn’t true if there was no you
If you were my boat in the deep blue sea I probably sink you down I know I should have thanked you for carrying me but for you I will happily drown
Out on your way the darkest night the longest day I know what to say to make you laugh and nothing you could do could make me turn my back on you when you’re looking for a fight I’m your man when you need a friend you got my hand
And warming me While I’m trying hard to say is that I’m counting on you and you got me too our secrets aren’t safe I’m singing out of tune if there was no you if there was no you
Out on your way darkest night the longest day I know what to say to make you laugh and nothing you could do could make me turn my back on you when you’re looking for a fight I’m your man when you need a friend you got my hand when you need a friend you got my hand you got my hand
ugh, i have not had any time to do my challenge or even get online at all! i’ve been in tech for anton in show business and it’s taking up all my time. next week will be the same way, what a blast. on a side note, while walking to the arts bank today a middle aged white man in a suit was walking toward me and asked “ooooh baby, will you suck me?”. obviously a lovely way to start the day.
8: If you could live anywhere, where would you live and why?
right now my only answer is right here in philly because it’s got a great theater scene and it’s close enough to nyc that i can audition there as well without paying all the money to actually live there.
they’re such bullshit. if i said “hold me and never let go” to my boyfriend, i don’t think i could with a straight face let alone have him not crack up himself. ridiculous, relationships are not like that and it’s so stupid that people idealize them like that. whatevs
7: Do you read? If so, what are your three favorite books and why?
…do i read? no shit. my favorite book is “white oleander”, it’s better than the movie and the movie is my favorite movie. it’s so well written and brings out such incredible emotions in me every time i read it. i also really like “hungry” by crystal renn because it really helped me with accepting myself and my body and the last one is probably “lucky” by alice sebold because i like biographies of people having something incredible to overcome, they’re inspiring.
4: If you could chose a time period to be born at , which one would it be and why?
bah, i don’t know. i’m gonna have to say that i’m fine living in this one but my mom always said i should have lived in the 60s and 70s so i could have been a flower child without the drugs.
5: At what age were you the happiest?
i think i’ve answered this before on one of these but senior year of highschool i was the happiest. i found theater, i had an amazing group of friends, a new car, and i got out of a crappy relationship. i miss my friends…